Wednesday, June 20, 2007

fresh and new.

life has been different lately, to say the least.
i had some changes in mind i wanted to make, and really just work on who i am as a person, because think sometimes people get so caught up in day to day everything, they start going through the motions,[at least, i know i do.] instead of living every day to it's fullest, and realizing how beautiful life is. every single day.
i'm not saying a made a ton of huge changes, or i am doing all that i can and i am a good as i can be, cos i know i'm not. but, i know that everyday for the rest of my life i will be merely than a work in progress. and i am more than okay with that.

the three major [in my eyes] things i have accomplished so far are:

1. i quit smoking.
2. i am now a vegetarian.
3. i stopped biting my nails.


i dono. its weird and different and hard. and somedays i question nearly choice i make [especially those three] but i said to myself i would do it. and i will.




anyhow. sometimes i think i only post this for myself, which is more than okay with me. but. lets see.

well, tonight is our last night here in lake charles, louisiana.

THANKG GOD.

hah, but seriously, i think it will be good to get outta this place and this project. tomorrow morning we are leaveing for transition week in denver, and we are driving through texas, oklahoma, and kansas. i'm pretty stoked, even though i will prolly just sleep through all three. i heart spike travel. uhhhm, oh! i found out my next project. i get to be a mountain woman! hootie hoo.
i will be living on mount magazine, arkansas highest mountain doing trail building. working with heavy machinery and basically camping for 8 weeks. and i'm stooooked.

k i need to sleep now. just had the sudden urge to blog, but it has passed.


night.